Everything always comes back to those two people. Always!!!!! You don’t believe what I say and what I constantly tell you about them so why keep saying it!! Lately it’s all been about how I do this and how I do that. Yeah I mess up a lot. But it’s just not me! I’ve meet tried so hard and you’re making me not want to anymore. Why? Because nothing I do is good enough! Nothing I say is right! And I feel like I’m trying for nothing lately. I’m so tired of trying soooooo hard just to get shut down again. I’ve told you I’m never leaving your side and I mean it. I’m not. But at least the rest of this week we just shouldn’t talk. Nothing is getting fixed anyways. We need time to think. I love you. And I’m NOT giving up. But we both need a couple days of space. And you know we do.
You’re done? How are you the one that’s being the ‘bestfriend’ right now? I feel like I can’t have any other friends. Is a bestfriend suppose to make a bestfriend feel that way?? Yeah be protective. But I feel like I can’t hang out with anyone. You say I don’t try. You say I don’t get it. You say I don’t tell you things. Give me the chance to actually tell you and then maybe you’ll realize that I would tell you and that I will tell you! I don’t have anything to hide! I’ll tell you straight up who I’m going with and what we are doing. But give a chance!
It’s always stuff that I do wrong. Always. I do a lot of things wrong. Ill be the first to admit that. Stop telling me to look in the mirror when we both should be looking into the mirror. This whole thing didn’t even have to happen. It shouldn’t have happened. The things we wear shouldn’t start arguments between us.
